bloodstreams - Marko Karpow
  • bloodstreams
  • Valokuvia / Photos
    • Asunnolla / At the apartment
    • Kaupunki 1 / City 1
    • Kaupunki 2 / City 2
    • Kaupunki 3 / City 3
    • Kaupunki 4 / City 4
    • Kaupunki 5 / City 5
    • Kaupunki 6 / City 6
    • Kaupunki 7 / City 7
    • Kaupunki 8 / City 8
    • Kaupunki 9 / City 9
    • Kaupunki 10 / City 10
    • Kaupunki 11 / City 11
    • Oksia / Branches
    • Nimetön 1 / Untitled 1
    • Nimetön 2 / Untitled 2
    • Nimetön 3 / Untitled 3
    • Kaikki on kesken... / Everything is unfinished...
    • 1999-2001
  • Elokuvia / Movies
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    • Rakoja / Cracks
    • Kävelijä / Walker
    • Paska / Crap
  • Onnellisten eläinten lihaa / Happy Animal's Meat
  • KONKRETIA
  • LÄMPÖ / WARMTH
  • Uudelleen syntymisestä / On Rebirth
  • Pieni näyttely rakkaudesta ja hulluudesta / A Small Exhibition About Love and Madness
  • Tapan sinut / I Kill You
  • Antakee armoo! / Have Mercy!
    • Antakee armoo! / Have Mercy!
    • Making of Antakee armoo! / Have mercy!
  • Nimetön installaatio / Untitled installation
  • Retrospektiivi / Retrospective
    • Retrospektiivi / Retrospective
    • Valokuvasarja 1 / Photo series 1
    • Valokuvasarja 2 / Photo series 2
  • Maalauksia -98 / Paintings -98
love rakkaus marko karpow
homecoming kotiinpaluu marko karpow
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blame
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I had separated from my life. I had escaped from things that troubled me. In my head I kept alive dreams of love which had already died. But those futile fantasies and that person, which no longer existed – these were the only things in my life which kept me from falling apart TOTALLY.

But disconnecting from everything, even from people, and the final aberration to nowhere – almost completely out of this world – that was anyway a good experience and it took me forward. I knew very clearly – not just intellectually, but with my whole being – that there was only one possibility, only one option if I wanted to survive (- the other option – death – has never tempted me). The only road to go was to face reality. Not anymore reality as I wanted it, but reality as it is, and has been.

In that point, somewhere there, in the darkness, lost, isolated from everything – also from my own self – things started to pour down over me. All things that I didn’t want to think. In tolerable sized pieces portioned by my unconscious mind.

kohtaaminen confrontation
panic attack paniikki hyökkäys
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chemical wedding kemialliset häät
dive sukellus
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prodigal son tuhlaajapoika
Pieni näyttely rakkaudesta ja hulluudesta (2010)
Näyttely oli esillä Lasipalatsin Akkuna-näyttelytilassa, Helsingissä.

A Small Exhibition about Love and Madness (2010)
Exhibited in Lasipalatsi's Akkuna-exhibition space, Helsinki.


© Marko Karpow

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